- Aug 29, 2015
I turned into a complete wench! My house sparkled....I was permanently attached to a bottle of spray bleach, scrubbing and scrubbing and scrubbing my house.Ha ha, I emptied drawers, lots and lots of drawers. It was like a cleansing, if I hadn’t worn it for a year it went. Putting everything back best and tidy ( I have a lot of clothes). Then I would polish my bags and boots! ( I have a lot of boots and bags too) or Wash make up brushes, all kinds of practical things. I’d sent catch up emails tofriends I neglected while embroiled with him. I gave up so many things to be available for his random messages or calls. It took a while to remember how I used to fill my time before him.
Day time/ Sleepless and lonely night time: Mango, bleach, cigarettes, coffee....no time for thoughts of rat